blackbutterfly
Halfway through, I couldn't sleep till the last page so i was caught up on it as though Edward indeed has dazzled me. I love beautiful scenes  which i know i'll always refer back through the years and will always be part of our waking reality anyhow. 


 A collection of Quotes 


I didn't  want to feel what i knew I would feel when I lookded at his too perfect face. 
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 I am tired of staying away from you Bella.
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  I decided as long as I am going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly. 
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If you're smart, you'll avoid me
What if I'm not the superhero, what if I'm the bad guy? 
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You have to know he effect you have on people.
I dazzle people?
YOu haven't noticed?
Do I dazzle you? 
Frequently...
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Yes, here I sit... because of you. Because somehow you know how to find me today...?
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I didnt like it not seeing you.  It makes me anxious too.
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It's one thing for me to make myself miserable, but  a wholly one thing for you to be so involved. ... I don't want to hear you feel that way.
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About 3 things I was absolutely positive.  First Edward was a vampire.  Second,  there was part of him I didn't know how potent that part might be - that thirsted for my blood.  Third,  I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.
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Hadn't you noticed? I'm breaking all the rules now.
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You are exactly my brand of heroine.
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To me, it was like you were some kind of demon, 
summoned straight from my own personal hell to ruin me.  
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The fragrance coming off your skin... 
I thought it would make me deranged that first day. 
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Who were you, 
an insignificant little girl 
to chase me from the place I wanted to be? 
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I realized slowly that his words should frighten me.  I waited for that fear to come 
but all i could seem to feel
is an ache for his pain. 
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Edward: 
"I should have let long ago, I should have now, but i don't know if I am." 
Bella: 
"I don't want you to leave" 
Edward: 
"Which is exactly why i should. 
But don't worrly, I am essentially a selfish creature. 
 I crave your company too  much to do what I should"
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 You are the most important thing for me now, 
the most important thing ever 
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You already know how I feel of course
I'm here, ...which roughly translated, 
means I would rather die than stay away from you,... I'm an idiot! 
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And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...
What a stupid lamb
What a sick, masochistic lion
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Did I do anything?
No- the opposite.  You are driving me crazy!
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I was...susceptible.
 Until I made up my mind that I was srong enough, 
that there was no possiblity at all that i would... that I ever could...
So there's no possiblity now?
Mind of matter   
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Just because I'm resisting the wine
doesn't mean that I can't appreciate the bouquet
You have a very floral smell, like lavender...or freesia, It's mouthwatering .
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...the majority of our kind who are quite content with our lot -
they, too wonder at how we live. 
 But you see, just because we've been ... 
dealt a certain hand ... it doesn't mean taht we cant choose to rise above -
to conquer the boundaries of a destiny that none of us wanted. 
 To try to retain whatever essential humanity we can. 
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I miss you.
I know Bellla, Believe me, I know.  
It's like you've taken half my self away with you.
Come and get it then
Soon, as soon as I possibly can. I will make you safe..
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You have saved me
I can't always be Lois Lane, I want to be Superman too.
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You are my life.  You're the only thing it would hurt me to lose.
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To be perectly honest, she'll be unavailable every night,
as far as anyone besides myself is conscerned. 
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I'm hardly a lottery prize.
That's right. You are much better.
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 Twilight, again
Another ending.  
 No matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end.
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...I don't want you to miss anything. 
 I don't want my presence to take anything away from you, if i can help it.
I want you to be human. 
 I want your life to continue
as it would have if I'd died in nineteen-eighteen like I should have.  
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A girl can dream.
Is that what you dream about? Beng a monster?
Not exactly, Mostly I dream about being with you forever. 
 
 
blackbutterfly


 My primary motivation behind buying a car, despite the scarcity of my funds, was that I refused to be driven around town in a car with red and blue lights on top. Nothing slows down traffic like a cop.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.5
I do a good job of blocking painful, unnecessary things from my memory.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.6



 My mother is part albino.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.16
I tried to be diplomatic, but mostly I just lied a lot.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.17
I stared because their faces, so different, so similar, were all devastatingly,  
inhumanly beautiful.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.19
That’s Edward. He’s gorgeous, of course, but don’t waste your time. He doesn’t date. Apparently none of the girls here are good-looking enough for him.
Jessica Stanley, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.22
 So, did you stab Edward Cullen with a pencil or what? I’ve never seen him act like that.
Mike Newton, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.25
Forks was literally my personal hell on Earth.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.25
For an instant, I felt a thrill of genuine fear, raising the hair on my arms. The look only lasted a second, but it chilled me more than the freezing wind.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.27
Edward Cullen is staring at you.
 Jessica Stanley, Twilight, Chapter 2, p.42 


The Cullens don’t like anybody… well, they don’t notice anybody enough to like them. 
But he’s still staring at you.
Jessica Stanley, Twilight, Chapter 2, p.42


His fingers were ice-cold, like he’d been holding them in a snowdrift before class. But that wasn’t why I jerked my hand away so quickly. When he touched me,
it stung my hand as if an electric current had passed through us.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 2, p.45
Hasn’t anyone ever told you? Life isn’t fair.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 2, p.49
I was in disbelief that I’d just explained my dreary life to this bizarre, beautiful boy who may or may not despise me.
Bella Swan
, Twilight, Chapter 2, p.50
If I was being honest with myself, I knew I was eager to get to school because 
I would see Edward Cullen. And that was very, very stupid.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.54 
I was consumed by the mystery Edward presented
And more than a little obsessed by Edward himself.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.67 
That was the first night I dreamed of Edward Cullen.
 Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.67
As always, I was electrically aware of Edward sitting close enough to touch, as distant as if he were merely an invention of my imagination.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.72
I couldn’t allow him to have this level of influence over me. It was pathetic.
More than pathetic, it was unhealthy.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.74
It’s better if we’re not friends. Trust me.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.74
Bella, it’s not my fault if you are exceptionally unobservant.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.81
I thought you were supposed to be pretending I don’t exist, not irritating me to death.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.82
It felt like the heat of my anger should physically burn him, but he only seemed more amused.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.82


So you are trying to irritate me to death? 
Since Tyler’s van didn’t do the job?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.82
Bella, you are utterly absurd.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.82


My palms tingled — I wanted so badly to hit something. I was surprised at myself.
I was usually a nonviolent person.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.82


Do you have a multiple personality disorder?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.82

Are you trying to be funny?
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.83

Stupid, shiny Volvo owner.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.83


The wasting of finite resources is everyone’s business.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.83
I said it would be better if we weren’t friends, not that I didn’t want to be.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.84
It would be more… prudent for you not to be my friend. 
But I’m tired of trying to stay away from you, Bella.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.84
You really should stay away from me.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.84

blackbutterfly



After such a loooooong time aching to finally start an always-cancelled-reading time I've finally made it just this week!  I guess after all the delay was needless and unnecessary and perhaps i was just lazy and not busy? LOL! Ummm i've seen Twilight on the movie but then i've always wanted to see how it compares with the experience you getting reading the story and not watching it.  Well, true enough as I've anticipated, Twilight on the book is toooooo much of a multiple times more engaging when you open those pages and not just push a button to watch some scenes flip by for less than 2 hours.
I really thought i'd dedicate 3 hours a day to read it but right now I've planned to set aside full days just to read the complete Twilight saga.
This is the same longing I have with the God Father trilogy. I wish to get hold of those books by Mario Puzo and i'm sure that for  a hundred times more the same story that broke me,tore me and have kept me left still inside those scenes will keep me there for good.
blackbutterfly



I'm head over heels for Taylor! whoahhhhh! I love her face, love her voice, her style, God WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I LOOK AT HER SHE SEEMS JUST SOOOOO PERFECT!

TAYLOR SWIFT - CRAZIER

I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you open the door, there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
[ Taylor Swift Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
You opened my eyes and you made me believe.

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier oh

Baby you showed me what livin' is for
I don't wanna hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier crazier crazie